The Odd One Out

It's funny how I feel I could never live my life like other people, in certain ways.  I see other people out there making it, with long fingers that seem more slender than mine, nice necks, not a stupid-looking double chin, blue eyes, likable hair...  Where is all this coming from?  Do people with these traits really "make it?"  Do they just copy their parents or are they born with this in their future?  Is that why no one likes me or is it because I am 1/2 Chinese?

Being American

Modified lyrics:

"I'm not proud to be an American,
Where I know in price I'm free,"

And I won't forget man who lied
And gave this life to me,

And I gladly stand up …
Next to you
And amend this here today
Cuz there ain't know doubt
I loathe this land …
I confess the USA!"

Who Cares About the USA?

Who cares about the USA?

I know there aren't as many passionate, successful violinists, for instance.  If there are, they aren't as sought after in the big picture.

The largest percentage of ethnicity and of race in the USA is German.

Still, can we trust people who care? especially Germany? because they have good classical music and it's probably something people secretly desire to know or wish they played.

Attacking Parents of Other Races and/or Ethincities

Just because someone wasn't a perfect parent does not mean you can ruin their life.  They were actually much better than others, in some cases.  They might have it hard and will be fed trash that they should not have cared so much about their kids, but then they are reminded that they also weren't fun enough or something, something you do with other people outside of your family, in some cases it seemed back in the day.

Do you want people to have fun with their families and not socialize with you?

Classical Music: Why People Do It or Don't Do It

For instance, I did piano when my little brother was a little kid.  He seems to have an extra sense for music.  I am guessing, therefore, that people who don't do classical music don't think the classical music that is out there is played well.  The other thing is that elderly ladies in countries, like the US or other than Germany, probably influence them to think of it in ways that aren't fun.  People like me get by because we're not tired of when we're thinking about it, for whatever reason, but meaning not tired in general.