That's what's wrong with my life with kids. I realize they had bad childhoods in this world, but they've all banded together like they're cool and get to improve, like I don't.
I also noticed I took the backseat to driving, when people think about me. They are in love with people who behave badly just to losen up the environment, but I'm not here to worship them doing that to me.
People keep acting like I am out-of-place rather than what they used to call being good at something or doing it how you're supposed to or moreso something else, being "talented." If people recognize something seems attractive, they don't want to make friends but act like it's just a weird thing to happen and that it's seen as bad and outspoken really, which is bad because a lot of musicians are tacky in a serious way and it is known that people don't like classical as much as pop.
It's strange that these goody-good gang type people are like always having a moment that they were actually better than me, pretending I did something bad, though I sorta grew up on top. It might even be racism. I like to let people know my race, but sometimes people don't know anyway, so. I mean, I was considered well-behaved and fun, sort of a normal person, neat, clean, you get the picture.
